i am a refugee in my fathers' land

so they told me i was a christian. i asked what does that mean? they said it means you believe in what the bible says. so i read the bible myself, and i didn't agree with it. and decided i was not a christian. and they told me i was an american. i asked what does that mean? they said it means you agree to obey the law in return for being allowed to live here. so i read the law, and i didn't agree with that, either.